I am walking dead when my dog wakes me up at wrong hour ....

..angry walking dead, I must add ..... It not even linked to exact hour, but apparently specific state around 4h into sleep ..... Not surprizingly, he doesn't wake up me for lulz, but for shitting out. But it doesn't make me feel much better ....

Also, on displays of happiness ... I think I dislike also 'arm races' lurking in this. Like, you are not supposed to just be, you must compete somehow with 'players' who have much bigger amount of resources?! For even basic attention ...

I have feelings not unlike ones described here

Around me, students effortlessly parted with well over £100 for that one night out. I could only struggle to do the same, so I applied to work for half of the ball in order to enjoy the other half for free. It soon dawned on me that, for a working-class student, a Cambridge education did not give me equal status."

For me, problem of humans [not] giving a flying meh about things I worry about most actually more hitting than lack of money/status.

It seems objectivity IS condition, and something most ppl dislike to have (I understand them):

A lack of objectivity led to a healthier, more adaptive, and more resilient mind-set.

Well, I can't just drop this. I also doubt I should, considering maxim 'reality ALWAYS win'.