Tranquility: Myth

You know, I always thought that when people talked about life moving too fast, I always thought that they were just being cliche and over exaggerating a few points. But lately, I can say that life tries to follow Pinkie Pie's example when it wants to slow down!

Let me explain. A couple weeks back, my life was pretty slow. I usually spent most of my time sitting around and I usually exhausted everything I could do before the sun went down. Now, between my RP, Fallout Equestria, my family basically collapsing, school work actually being DIFFICULT to complete, Dwarf Fortress, System Shock 2, my friend moving away and me snapping my spine in three to make sure we don't lose touch, my friends actually wanting to hang out with me, AND boces. And for some reason, I feel like everything's just gonna stop for some reason, meaning that my own fucking mind is putting some extra time pressure to try and get ALL of this done!

Jesus Christ! I didn't know I had to choose between a depressingly slow life, where I would contemplate suicide like I was deciding on a picnic spot, or a stress-inducing fast life where I just want to tell everyone to fuck off and let me think for two minutes, and I have to always be in a balancing act between serving my own pleasures and trying not to let everyone around me down!

God damn, I miss the good old days when life was just slow enough where I could fully think things through, but just fast enough where things would stay interesting and not invoke thoughts of depression.

I'm starting to think that tranquility's just a myth.