. Right now, I am simply just reading or looking at blogs on here. I don't have the energy to write or create a story, but, what I could do is write poetry forHow My Crush Gained Knowledge Of My Feelings · 5:34pm Nov 20th, 2019
Just to let y'all know, I died. I froze so hard at the dinner table I though I'd be stuck like that for awhile. As you can see by the title, yes, this is about the tragic thing called love. Love, a beautiful thing is it not? All of this happened last Saturday around 7 or 8, I couldn't tell. I mean, it was night time so probably 7 or 8. Okay! Okay, I'll tell you the whole story. So, lol, so I've been living with my best friend's family for about 2 weeks now. They have like, three daughters? One them I have a crush on. I know! Isn't love amazing? Anyway, me and the other three girls(all of us are 18, my crush just turned 18) are sitting at the table. Here's the thing, my mother rarely ever drinks, and that is what makes her such a wonderful mom. She's been there for me no matter what and has never betrayed my trust, and I felt I could tell her anything and she'd support me. You guys are probably thinking, "Oh boy...shit's about to get crazy!" Yep, it is. So, all of the grown ups(exluding us 18 year olds because it's illegal to drink in th US, you can drink alcohol at the age of 18 in the United Kingdom btw just in case some of y'all wanna get totally wasted and piss ass drunk) are drinking something called Captain somethin somethin it's a tea alcohol whatever thingy I don't know because I don't drink, and they are totally drunk, my mom is doing a sexy dance for my best friend's mother(my mom is straight) and the mother's husband is just watching not intervening and I'm laughing my ass off my god! Things start to settle down. I'm sitting there, anxiety on the fritz again, worried mom is gonna say something. She does. She looks at my crush and says, "Megan." And that's when everything just stops, like freeze mutha fucka freeze lol. I had no power over my mother, I just sat there letting everything blow up. And I hear these words, I'll never forget them let me tell ya, "Megan, my son is very into you." I don't remember most of it because I'm frozen in shock, she's talking about how great a person I am, my little quirks and my big golden heart. At the end, Megan says, "I'd like to get to know them better"
My little itty bitty heart leaped. Two days later, she says that she is very into her ex. My little itty bitty heart falls and breaks. I thought she was rejecting me. She said, "It's not a rejection! I'm just very into my ex right now." My little itty bitty heart leaps again. I have a chance! Even if it's just a little itty bitty chance!
So, to my drunk mother, thank you so much for being drunk for once, because I would never have told this girl my feelings. I mean, there still is the chance we'll just remain friends, but, because of my drunk ass mother, we might just get together.
Anyway, I wanted to share with everypony how my weekend went. It was a little awkward around Megan at first for about two days, but we decided to just talk about random shit and now nothing is awkward. Yay! Okay, I have to go.
With love, Lunar_Glow
P.S. Never tell your mother, or anyone for that matter, your romantic interests. Especially when she is drunk. And when said interest is in the same room. Bye!
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