I am okay. I have eaten, I have had water...I still feel terrible from going without for as long as I did. I...do not feel like I survived. More like I just failed to die.
Over 24 hours without food or water, and headaches and wooziness are starting to set in more heavily now.
Mom drilled into me for information, but is leaving me alone now. I do not think she suspects much, but had demanded I not barricade the bedroom door anymore.
I have a lifeline website open on my laptop, have had it there for hours now, but haven't the heart to enter a chat room yet.
I suppose the first thing to get out of the way is to clear any confusion as to who I am, saying as I've not been active in years, and have snice gone through several personas in my path of self-discovery.
Happy Thanksgiving everyone! It's a day to give thanks, visit family, watch football (apparently), and eat yourself sick, groan about being too full, and continue eating anyway. Also, eggnog...love eggnog...
I am okay. I have eaten, I have had water...I still feel terrible from going without for as long as I did. I...do not feel like I survived. More like I just failed to die.
Well well well, You are still with us, Life is great, isn't it?? Here we all thought you were going to move in with your bestie. Plans fell thru, eh? So. You gave up being on the right medications, you gave up your transition, and you got yourself into trouble with the law. Sure was worth crushing your dreams of womanhood over, huh? All because of some hearsay bullshit that people put into your head and you could not even be bothered to clarify with the subject (s) at hand. You bit the hand that fed you, now you pay the price, with every day of your misery living the life of a person who will never reach what they wanted to reach for, all because they wanted to make their mama happy. Well, She is happy, you are miserable. GOOD JOB.
Don't view it that way, it creates a negative memory of the event....
Well well well, You are still with us, Life is great, isn't it?? Here we all thought you were going to move in with your bestie. Plans fell thru, eh? So. You gave up being on the right medications, you gave up your transition, and you got yourself into trouble with the law. Sure was worth crushing your dreams of womanhood over, huh? All because of some hearsay bullshit that people put into your head and you could not even be bothered to clarify with the subject (s) at hand. You bit the hand that fed you, now you pay the price, with every day of your misery living the life of a person who will never reach what they wanted to reach for, all because they wanted to make their mama happy. Well, She is happy, you are miserable. GOOD JOB.
(lacks the proper words to retort to Xan's message here) It is correct in so many ways and yet inaccurate in others.
Mya, I am happy you are still among us. Be well.