I am sorry 2 · 10:08am Oct 17th, 2019
Over 24 hours without food or water, and headaches and wooziness are starting to set in more heavily now.
Mom drilled into me for information, but is leaving me alone now. I do not think she suspects much, but had demanded I not barricade the bedroom door anymore.
I have a lifeline website open on my laptop, have had it there for hours now, but haven't the heart to enter a chat room yet.
Scariest part of it all is how unconcerned I am. I just do not care. I mean that thought of "the hell am I seriously doing this?", and yet every part of me is complacent. I think about aborting, and the obvious follow up is "no, keep going".
As early as three days without water, it said...
What happens after three days without water?
Wilts, like a flower. Dehydrated and dead. Free of all misery.