Journal Entry - Volume 12 - Chapter 2 · 2:12am Oct 6th, 2019
Dear Diary,
Of all the things that could have happened, THIS is the WORST… POSSIBLE… THING!!! I can’t BELIEVE what I said and DID to Arc! And in front of Applejack too! While I understand now that we were under some kind of spell, that doesn’t make it right! Arc was so very thoughtful and Kind not to… act on my advances!
While my behavior was unforgivable, I’m more worried about somepony knowing my secret! Truth be told, I bought a knife years ago and promised myself I’d use it if anypony ever found out! Back then I thought that was the best course of action! That I’d never be able to handle it if somepony knew! But… truthfully… it just feels right that Arc found out. I know he won’t say a word. Even after what I did!
Hopefully… one day… I’ll be able to confess to my friends what I’ve been hiding all these years…
Hiding yourself away after a mistake may feel like the right thing to do at the time. However, it does nothing to solve the problem.
