I can't take it anymore.

Guys, I'm just out... I'm fucking out. Every day the same things. Stupid quarrels in my home, self-harming, and more. I'm really sick of it all. I just want to have peace, but... It's impossible. Not in my home. Every day I must get pissed of because of my parents, and my stupid sister. They're arguing every day, and I just can't take it anymore. That's why chapters of my stories appear so rarely. Because I'm just angry, depressed. They don't want to stop. I tried to stop these quarrels, but I failed. I don't know what to do with my self now. I thought about suicide, but I'm coward and I will not do it. Why it just will not end. I'm sick of these fucking quarrels and persecution. I don't know, do you have some advices what to do? I really don't know what to do.

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[PenHeart3]

All right bud, I get what you’re saying, and I have a few things to point out that might lighten the mood or at least try to help...

1. I thought you said squirrels.
2. I’m sorry about all this.
3. I would recommend a psychiatrist (or counselor, if you’re at school).
4. You’re parents and “stupid sister”, need to learn to shut up, or you might want to stay out of it next time.
5. Drown them out with music.
6. (not as reassuring) This relationship will end in a divorce.

Now I have some questions...

1. Are you under 18?
2. Is any of your parents abusing you?
3. Is anyone of your family doing drugs?

I would recommend getting CPS (and the police) if you said yes to 1 and 2 and/or 3.

Hope life will get better for you.

👋
Pen Heart

[Pyro The Reader]

I have similar issues, my brother and mother are always at each others throats yelling at each other, the hardest part is trying not to get stressed about it and realize that it's not my fault and that I should try to help but wash my hands of it if I fail.

[Wingy San]

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1. Okay?

2. Fine.

3. Counselor in Polish schools sucks.

4. ...

5. I tried.

6. I guess not.

Other

1. I'm 16 years old

2. No. They're arguing all the time, and sometimes they attack me.

3. NO.

[Falconwolf1116]

What you need to do is find a happy place. Are there any restaurants you like to go to just for fun, maybe you’re friends with the owner or an employee? Maybe a mall, friend’s house, or just go for a walk listen to music and clear your mind. I really wish I could help more. If I knew you in person you’d be welcome at my place as often as you’d like. But if you can’t do anything, just find easier ways of evading any future arguments.

[Cogsworth Wingthrop]

I wish I could help you more then saying hang in there. The others have offered advice. All I can add is plan for the future. What you want to do? where you want go? Think about what you need to move out as soon as it is legal to do so.

If nothing else, remember. The best revenge is to live a good life.

[Wingy San]

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I wanna move out, but for now, I'm too young.