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147 weeks
Resigning

I feel like I've done enough here to justify the term 'resign'. I'm not sorry that I have had more pressing responsibilities, but I would be sorry to leave here...even though there's still no way to delete user pages for whatever reason. My ten-year mark as a fan of FiM is coming up in early September, but I don't really care for it at all anymore; the most I'll do is recognize some characters up
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156 weeks
How wold you all feel if I ised *this* map for Hexagons?

It's supposedly correct among all four gens of ponerdoners
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175 weeks
Happy 2021 to all

I wish you all the best! I'm just checking back in to report that I've been finding more and more time to write again, because, well, I quit my job again :'D And they're suffering without me once again :D I sacrificed my back, my mind and my sleep for them, and they only briefly appreciated my restless body and work ethic. But I'll be getting the crap out of Alabama soon enough — a couple more
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186 weeks
I can hardly find the time to write anymore...for now?

I hope it's temporary, anyway. I've been working so many nights, so much, and I'm always so tired on the days that I am lucky enough to have off; I spend those days catching up on my sleep and hardly anything else. Our other night shift guy up and left all of a sudden, so I'm going to be working seven nights a week again. Yes, that's right, I've been doing that before for about three weeks
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200 weeks
I forgot to mention...

Ask, rather. Does anyone happen to be looking for a roommate anywhere? I'm going to need help with that myself soo, too. I don't know how much longer I have here, but any response would be appreciated, regardless
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Apr

14th

2019

Still trying · 12:37am Apr 14th, 2019

I've been up in my mind again. I haven't seen a doctor yet, but I feel quite a bit better and significantly less stressed out about everything...for the most part. I'm taking some super strong stuff that helps me basically not give nearly as many craps as I did before, and I hope it stays that way. There's a finite supply of medicine, and I don't want to become totally dependent on it, but it's a great head start to make me seek recovery. I still need to find another job if I want to feel less guilt (I left me left my last one because of the level of anxiety I was experiencing.

I don't do enough here to consider making a Patreon, like others have, and that's what reminded me once again how close you guys are to me, or those of you who still see my blog posts every now and then. You look at me as a friend rather than just another writer, and you put up with my struggles and my blocks and my discouraged nature. That's basically the payment I receive and would prefer even if I were successful here.

Thank you