Making friends is hard · 2:36am Apr 10th, 2019
Guess I have myself to blame for being so antisocial for so long but when people stab you in the back and treat you the way people tend to treat me? Which is either like crap or they just leave me alone? It can be hard interacting with others but I try.
Writing has been really hard lately what with one of my best friends moving away and work having just been super stressful. I try and muster up the will power to write something or even make a YouTube video but I just can't find the spark and drive to do it. At least not by myself.
There was a time when I could go see my friends anytime and we could OC fight and chat and be nerds for hours and no one could tell us shit. We were the God's of our own universe and life was hard but it was fine long as we stuck together but recent years have changed things.
Both of them have kids and everyone is just all over the place and while I am slowly finding a groove I feel trapped in a slump with no one to help me cause my family or lack thereof don't care about the same things I do. They all want me to be some boring suit who lives life their way and I refuse.
I'm proudly a gamer a stoner and a geek and I will not change that for anyone if I don't want to. I just wanna live my life and be me. That's all. I'm kinda depressed and stoned while typing this and just felt I needed to get shit off my chest because it's been bugging me and I don't feel like hearing my mother complain about me posting it on Facebook.
So that's all. End of rant. Comment if you want I guess. Going to bed now 😴
I feel for ya. I had to move away from all of my friends to a different continent, and I barley talk to them anymore.
5042060
Basically exactly what's happening with me and my friends only it's a lot of complicated with relationship and babymama drama thrown in for good measure
Oof. I feel ya and here for ya. /)
5042063
Oh. Sounds like a few of the worst drama shows ever mixed in a bowl with a butt load of crap times.
5042074
You have no idea and all I want is for everyone to get along and live well. That's all I want for them and myself but it's just so difficult when you try and branch out and no one gravitates towards you you know?
5042065
Thank you. I appreciate it
5042077
Np 😏
5042078
Anyway any help on stories or just exchanging ideas would be helpful. I try and get people commenting on stuff but they just...don't? Like I just recently made a twitter and whatnot cause I'm trying to be more outgoing
5042079
I get that alot too, it's two or no one who comments on what I put up. I'm STILL waiting for comments on my recent chapter.
5042076
Honestly, that sounds like Sunset’s rant in Legend of Everfree. But yeah, I don’t know what you’re going through. But I want you to know that everyone/pony is here to support you, and all you need to do is ask.
5042090
That's the thing. I've been asking for awhile and not much has happened
5042093
Well, we are here now and ready to help in any way possible.
5042272
And I am grateful for that thanks.
5042273
You’re welcome!