Hmmmmmmmmm

So I know I said this like a year ago now, but I may finally be coming back to this site to write. Knowing my luck, stuff will get super busy the day after I make this (I joke but I think that's the exact thing that happened last year lmao), but here's to hoping for the better.

But, with this blog post, I want to explain more about myself and why I've been gone for like two years. And talk a little more about who I am, since when I was last on here some people thought I was a grown man in college. Anddddd that's not even close to who I am lmao.

I've never opened up about myself on this site really, mostly because I was on here mostly when I was a lot younger and scared of even stating my actual gender online. But now, idc as much.

So, I am not a guy in college, but instead a girl in my junior year of high school. Most of the stuff I wrote on this page was written when I was in 8th grade/the beginning of freshman year. Over the past years, I've become involved with a lot more activities, such as colorguard in the marching band as well as winterguard. Anyone who has been a band kid can understand when I say marching band literally takes up all of ur time lmao. That's the main reason why I stopped coming on here. School work just kept getting heavier and heavier on top of that, and I grew a much better social life as well as worked on myself and became a better person. Also, as I grew, I naturally lost interest for this site and the show itself. And I mean, I can't really write about things that don't interest me.

However, recently I've been missing this site. Writing on here was a huge stress relief for me (even though getting updates out was a huge stressor lol), and I hadn't really had much of a drive to write anything else because I can't ever have an audience like I did on here. The community here is really supportive of up and coming writers and helps people like me develop their skills. Now, writing isn't even close to the field I want to go into anymore, but I will always see it as a passion of mine that was really helped by all of you guys.

So, I tried to get myself back into the show, and it kind of worked?? I've been watching little clips on YouTube from the new seasons, and forgot how much I loved the characters and how entertaining they were to write. So, for the past week or so, I've been brainstorming possible story ideas, since I don't have a drive to continue my incomplete stories as of right now just because of how long it's been. I will most likely get back to them at some point, but I don't really know when that will be.

So, to conclude this long blog thing, here's a bit about the story I'm planning to write: It's about Starlight, and I'm planning for it to be long with lots of development, action (that's a first for me but I'm excited to try the genre out!), and possibly romance. For this story, I want all relationships to develop themselves as I write them if that makes sense, so I don't even know if I'm going to pair Starlight with anyone. This story is more about her own development. I'll see what feels natural for the storyline and go with that. I think Starlight is a very interesting character, and there is a lot of room for growth in her that will be so much fun to write. (Also... Trixie will be a major character too, and ahh I love her so much.)

So, I think that's it for now! Here's to hoping I don't disappear again!!