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Shimmering Thunder


Because there is sadness, we cherish happiness. And because there is anger, kindness is born.

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  • 7 weeks
    Another update

    I probably shouldn't say this, but I'm making good progress. I have written almost four new chapters in a few days. From finishing Chapter 9 to the beginning of Chapter 14, which is probably going to be the last chapter for this part. Considering how long I have been working on this already, this is major progress.

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  • 8 weeks
    Update

    I just wanted to say that I'm still working on the sequel to The Power Within. I haven't abandoned writing or this site. I recently got over a major roadblock in my story. However, this doesn't mean that I will publish anything anytime soon. But I still uploaded all the chapters here just in case I need to press the button. I had a small situation irl that made me come back to this project again.

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  • 18 weeks
    The poet of darkness

    You failed me,
    My trust you defiled.
    You hurt me,
    My heart you stabbed.

    Give me a reason,
    To forgive...

    My soul you crushed,
    It made me bleed.
    My smile you erased,
    It made me cry.

    Give me a reason,
    To forget...

    Here in the dark,
    Alone and afraid.
    Here in the night,
    Fragile and drained.

    Give me a reason,
    To trust again...

    :ajsleepy:

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  • 43 weeks
    I'm feeling lost.

    I know I haven't been updating for a long time or anything. I'm just very tired at the moment. I feel like I'm at the end of my rope here. I'm just so tired of everything and everyone. This world. I'm struggling to keep finding any reason to smile anymore. I'm just so bitter, unhappy, depressed and sad all the times. And I have no idea what to do to fix everything. And nobody cares. Nobody listen

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  • 70 weeks
    Last one for this year.

    Merry Christmas and happy holidays to everypony! :twilightsmile: :heart:

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Oct
24th
2018

Taking good with the bad - and suffering the consequences · 3:15am Oct 24th, 2018

First of all, I must apologize for my absence. I don't know when I will continue The Project Ghost. I have got something else on my plate lately.

Okay, let's dive straight to the deep end. I have an excellent hearing. Too great for my own good, actually. But that's only the tip of the iceberg here. Another problem is that I have serious problems falling asleep and maintaining that sleeping state. I haven't got nearly as much rem sleep as I should have for the last 5 years. I wake up multiple times during the night, turn around in my bed and sleep in small cycles until I can't sleep anymore and I'm forced to get up. My head hurts, my eyes hurts, and I feel like I haven't slept at all. This is when I'm alone and in complete silence, and it has been manageable. But I'm once again visiting my parents, because there's somebody visiting here I haven't seen for a really long time. It has been an absolute blast during the days, but at night, the terror begin. The snoring. It - is - LOUD!!! It's literally like somebody is revving a chainsaw next to me. I can't belive how people can snore like that and not wake up! It's completely insane! Everything literally vibrates from the snoring. And it won't stop. I haven't had more than two hours of sleep tops per night and I'm extremely tired. It's hopeless to even try to sleep, heck, I can't even be in the same room! Oh how I envy people who can sleep like that. Fall asleep whenever they want and sleep continuously throught the night and day without a care in the world. Meanwhile for myself, I can hear everything. The best case was when I heard some weird high pitch noice in my bedroom. After investigating my surroundings, I figured out it was my tablet's charger. The plug was emitting this weird sound that soon stopped when I unplugged it. Probably some capacitor or something, not sure. Fortunately, I love being alone as living with anyone else would be impossible. I don't even think I could have a pet. And I refuse using pills or ear plugs. Headphones doesn't help either. There's no other place to sleep either. What a nightmare indeed.

So, yeah. There's my rant for the night. I wish you a good night and I hope it goes better than mine. I'm going back home today and I'm looking forward to sleep when I get there. I once more apologize for my absence. I will continue the story eventually and I even think I have one chapter ready to go as well. But don't expect it just yet. Alright, see you later. :twilightsmile:

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