Taking good with the bad - and suffering the consequences · 3:15am Oct 24th, 2018
First of all, I must apologize for my absence. I don't know when I will continue The Project Ghost. I have got something else on my plate lately.
Okay, let's dive straight to the deep end. I have an excellent hearing. Too great for my own good, actually. But that's only the tip of the iceberg here. Another problem is that I have serious problems falling asleep and maintaining that sleeping state. I haven't got nearly as much rem sleep as I should have for the last 5 years. I wake up multiple times during the night, turn around in my bed and sleep in small cycles until I can't sleep anymore and I'm forced to get up. My head hurts, my eyes hurts, and I feel like I haven't slept at all. This is when I'm alone and in complete silence, and it has been manageable. But I'm once again visiting my parents, because there's somebody visiting here I haven't seen for a really long time. It has been an absolute blast during the days, but at night, the terror begin. The snoring. It - is - LOUD!!! It's literally like somebody is revving a chainsaw next to me. I can't belive how people can snore like that and not wake up! It's completely insane! Everything literally vibrates from the snoring. And it won't stop. I haven't had more than two hours of sleep tops per night and I'm extremely tired. It's hopeless to even try to sleep, heck, I can't even be in the same room! Oh how I envy people who can sleep like that. Fall asleep whenever they want and sleep continuously throught the night and day without a care in the world. Meanwhile for myself, I can hear everything. The best case was when I heard some weird high pitch noice in my bedroom. After investigating my surroundings, I figured out it was my tablet's charger. The plug was emitting this weird sound that soon stopped when I unplugged it. Probably some capacitor or something, not sure. Fortunately, I love being alone as living with anyone else would be impossible. I don't even think I could have a pet. And I refuse using pills or ear plugs. Headphones doesn't help either. There's no other place to sleep either. What a nightmare indeed.
So, yeah. There's my rant for the night. I wish you a good night and I hope it goes better than mine. I'm going back home today and I'm looking forward to sleep when I get there. I once more apologize for my absence. I will continue the story eventually and I even think I have one chapter ready to go as well. But don't expect it just yet. Alright, see you later.