Stream of Consciousness · 6:15am Jul 21st, 2018
Why do I post? Cause I am bored, and not the time to sleep yet while the laptop is in front of me with FIM fiction open, A perfect set up for me to type in my second language and make a post. Nobody is going to read it; so I can write whatever I want.
I can not believe it's been a while from the time this account is registered... So many fanfictions I had read when I am bored, on the subway to school (Seriously? You still haven't got a driver license in the U.S ?! ), the time I drink in Starbucks, the time before I go to bed, the time that felt like reading... I believe all the accumulative amount of time had been a significant fraction of time in my current life.
I will be going back to my home country in two weeks (Wait, wait, home country? No more information?), I will gather some of my friends individually and talk to them before I left. My roommate and me, we got into the same university (Yeah... There are not many UNIs in Seattle right, it's probably deductible for the readers.), but maybe not the same major. I failed to get directly to my dreamed major (What a Shame!), but again, average GPA of applicants that got admitted is higher than my grades, which gives me no chance to complain (Yeah, not the case for UCLA with that ridiculous holistic review! I mean people who are both a nerd and a jock are probably a fraud or a lunatic...)
I am considering writing fanfics in English, judging by how much my writing has improved as the second language for me, in fact, it actually gives me a passable grade, but that's beside the point since there is more to writing than the ability to articulate our thoughts. The ideas for stories are what I am lacked, it might be embarrassing to write garbage, but hey, this is the internet! The Internet is a place where everything can be posted and viewed (Maybe not censorship...).
On the matter of censorship, I already prepare my tools for coming back to my home country (Yeah... We got you, there are not many countries do intense censorship.) and it might not be that of a necessity since I hardly use social media and this site is not blocked (As long as not writers write stuff that got censored), but I did it nevertheless. I mean why not? Like, should there be a reason for doing this? (...)
And that is a lot of writing, and it looks like some kind of stream of consciousness, a type of writing technique and it gives me inspiration but maybe not the readers but it's still a nicer starting point than a 100k words novel.
Too late, that is it.