That's Bizarre! - I Was Female! · 8:20pm Mar 25th, 2018
I've just had one of the most bizarre dreams I think I've ever had...
I had a dream that I had turned into a woman, or at least, I was a woman that thought she was a guy! Crazy, right?!
It was strange - people would keep telling me that I was a woman when I protested against it, yet when I looked into a mirror or other reflective surface, I actually saw that my features were feminine. I mean, I had a different bone configuration that would be more akin to a female, which means that I had more prominent cheekbones and a slightly shorter nose, and my hair was dyed dark red. The funny thing is that if I were actually a woman in real life, I definitely would have my hair red.
Another weird thing is that when I looked down at myself when people told me I was a woman, I didn't see it. Instead, what I saw was how I am right now - a guy's body. I was still me when I looked down at myself, and that just made my protests against the people telling me otherwise look insane.
Another weird thing about this dream was that people never referred to me by my real name of Dan. Instead, they called me by the name of Sky or Skyla. Another weird thing about this is that if I were a female, that would be the name I'd have. I don't know why, but I just like the name.
To make matters weirder, I didn't even live with my family, but I rather lived with a wealthier family. I'm talking bigger house, bigger reputation, bigger everything! The odd thing was that it was a nice house in the middle of a rundown street, which was the only thing that made little to no sense in my mind. Why in the hell would you own a lovely house in a place where you're more than likely to me mugged, shot or murdered?
Anyway, the home was like a maze on the inside! All of the walls were pristine white, there were rare and beautiful paintings on the walls, there was a person library about the size of my current house, there was a recording studio and there was even a big room full of guitars, which peaked my interest. Apparently, this house that I lived in was owned by my father, a very popular musician who loved guitars as much as I do, and he had more Mustangs than I could tell you about! Sexy AF!
I don't really know the point or meaning behind this dream, but I do have some rough ideas in my mind. It was just really bizarre to me as a concept because of what I witnessed in the dream. For some odd reason, I even encountered Chucky, Tiffany and Glen from Child's Play in the dream. Not a clue why, but they made an appearance anyway! Bloody voodoo dolls...get a job!
Other than that, I don't remember much else. All I know is that the dream was strange in every way possible, yet it was nice to have a dream so different than what I typically experience.
(What's your thoughts? Have you had anything like this happen to you before?)
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With love, from England,
- FireRain
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It is sort of strangely comforting when your subconscious treats you to little nonsense dreams just for fun, isn't it?
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I actually liked it quite a lot! Way better than the unexplainable Sunday nightmares and such! Oh, by the way, is it odd if I honestly wish that I could have been a female? It might sound weird, but I'm being absolutely sincere when I say that I wish I were from the beginning of my life. Being a guy is just so...meh for me.
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It is definitely leagues better than those nightmares, yes.
And I know exactly what you mean. I went through a period where I wanted to be a female too, if only because most males I knew were never really good role models, or even positive influences.
But the thing is, there's nothing wrong with being a bit more feminine as a man while still being a man. It took me a while to realize that. Heck, the majority of my friends are women, and in a way I'm considered "one of the girls" among my Youth Church class. (Strictly metaphorically speaking, of course.)
Anywho, TL;DR. I understand what you mean. But being yourself as the man you are is more important than being "A Man".