I'm never going to be the person that... (Facts of life) · 11:53am Jun 7th, 2021
I'm never going to be the person who goes out drinking with friends in the pub at the end of the week,
I'm never going to be the person to enter a stable relationship,
I'm never going to be the person to cry for those who won't cry for me,
I'm never going to be the person who gives up over a little tough break,
I'm never going to be the person who has more than a couple best friends for life,
I'm never going to be the person to hold a conversation without getting tongue tied,
I'm never going to be the person to manage my mentality and randomly cry from pent-up sadness,
I'm never going to be the person who's going to be able to live a 'normal' life because of lasting illness,
I'm never going to be the person that wakes up and lives only to prey on vulnerable people because I'm trying to feel better about myself,
I'm never going to be the one who gets himself hurt because he's too daft to see what's really there,
I'm never going to be the one who lies to a friend's face,
I'm never going to grow up into later life and have a strong will to live nor have a stable financial income,
I'm never going to live my life the same way due to the empty cavities formed when people I loved and cared about died around me,
I'm never going to ever have any sense of normalcy or strong mentality because I'm hurt beyond repair,
I'm never going to forgive those whom have caused me immense pain and forever ruined a portion of my life,
I'm never going to have the chance to tell somebody important how much I love them because they are gone forever,
I'm never going to have the chance to get anything important off my chest because I realise the breath in my lungs is useless,
I'm never going to be the person that everybody else wants me to be,
I'm never going to meet expectation nor gain acceptance for who I am,
I'm never not going to be the person I am today,
I am simply me.
Inspiring dude.
Really inspiring and motivating.
I apologize if this offends you.