Day three · 5:55am Nov 27th, 2017
Another day. I'm actually having fun writing these.
Played more Fallout 2 today, but my roommate wanted to format his laptop, so I had to back up my files on to my portable drive, along with a basic description of where I am in the game for when I pick it up again.
After I finished removing all of my files, I went outside to hang out with the neighbors - a cute lesbian couple, nice gals. Their relationship is troubled, but built on a solid foundation. I really hope it goes well for them, and that they have a long, happy future together. Same goes for my roommate. I'm moving in exactly a week, and he suffers from depression, PTSD and is just a liner in general. I worry so much about how he's going to be doing, but I can't broach the subject with him. He just isn't that kind of a guy.
I just hope he's alright. We both have deep issues, and living together has helped keep the both of us sane this last year.
I'm moving, and while I want to, and I think it's a good idea, at the same time going back to that house, it's just going to be a very uncomfortable thing for a while. I didn't have the best time growing up, it was a very bad house. But the negative elements have been removed and it's doing so much better now. And I want it. I want to be there, to be a part of it, to have that real chance to have a real family for once in my life. I'm not sure how to feel about it.
I'm just worried. Nervous. Who isn't before a huge decision, right?
Yup. Guess that's it for today. Tomorrow, my and the other guy are maybe going down to the leasing office to get everything signed over to his name so I can move in peace. And other than that I need to do a little packing and me and one of the neighbor girls are going to go to this nice fishing hole nearby and try to catch either flounders or crab. If we're really lucky, maybe we'll get some trout.
