Just out of curiosity and concern · 6:21pm Oct 5th, 2017
OK, please don't call me ableist for this, but I suspect I might have yet another disorder besides "high functioning" autism. I looked up why I can only feel negative emotions and found an article about a condition known as anhedonia or emotional flatlining. I fake positive emotions to seem what some people would call "normal" or "socially acceptable". Deep down I can only feel truefear, anxiety, rage and depression. Why do you suppose that is, besides a condition which I haven't been officially diagnosed with yet?