Twisted. · 4:49am Jul 20th, 2017
I haven’t been doing anything as of late because I've been consumed by my inner demons,
I've been having the worst of all nightmares, vivid dreams that include ‘insane’ amounts of blood and creatures that are beyond this multi-coloured global we call Earth. These creatures haunt me outside of the dreamland, I hear, even see them most of the time, sometimes as; tall, transparent figures that are blacker than black, often hissing or screaming at low volumes.
I've also started self-harming because If I continue holding in these act’s of Insanity. Shit will get ugly, I’m not only just depressed I’m also taking unnecessary amount of hate from fake-friends and some family members saying that; I’m a massive disappointment and I’m just a waste-of-space.
It’s really getting to me now and If I can’t find my light... My darkness will manifest itself publicly in the shape of Manslaughter/Murder.
- Sonny