new chapter nearing compliton/what happened/please read if you're still a fan · 5:20pm Jul 11th, 2017
okay, a bit click battey, but i wanted to see how many people still care about Elsa's Snowdrop, which i'm working on and is almost done... which i also promised half a month ago.
So what happened...
few things, one i still have no home-wifi, so the only effective way to write that doesn't need me to drag my laptop to a source if my phone which isn't fun to write on. The other, for lack of a better term, is lack of drive. I really, REALLY, want to finish this story and have every intention to do so. Almost got the spark back when someone commented on it, but then i got busy with my youtube channel, and i just can't seem to motivate myself. another part is because, i don't want just one, I want to be able to more or less get act two published and finished when i come back.
However, whiel i had a thrid act planed, i'm debating going through with it, or maybe if I should just end the story at what would have been the end of act 2.
i also have a fear of sucking and letting people down. i shouldn't, but the truth is, i do want to be a writer and make content that's worth's people's time, and each grammar error i make, and the one's i know i'll never notice drive me nutts. It's like i can look over something 100 times and i'll always miss something. I know there are pre-readers (who i'm nervous to talk to again after being gone for so long) but as hard as they work, it is up to me to fix it and i know they can't always catch it.
A bit depressing, i'm sorry, but you deserve to know.
If anyone has anything for this, or maybe even want's to help me get back on track, i'd appreciate it, and i should be happy if only two people respond, but, i'm sorry for letting my piety fears hold me back, for those few who are big fans, i'll try to make the rest of the story, if i go as far as i originally intoned or not, worth it for you
It's ok. Take your time. We'll be as patient as possible. 😉😀
Just do the best you can do. We can be patent for the next chapter
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