Graduation, Looking Back, and Looking Ahead · 6:45pm Mar 9th, 2017
I'm nervouscited about graduating in 2 months, 15 days, 5 hours, and 20 minutes (I checked the clock before I started typing and it was 1:10). I'm gonna start bawling in front of a crowd of seniors and teachers when Elements of Harmony goes up to sing this year's graduation song because: one, it's a Hannah Montana song, two: I can't even hear that song without bursting into tears, let alone SING it.
Looking back at how things could have been, I'm kind of happy I didn't do what I planned to do in 8th grade. I made it so far. Standing ovations in choir, lead role in school musicals, a cappella group, acting/modeling class, professional photo shoot, signing a contract with a talent agency, etc.
Looking ahead... I want to turn lead into gold. I want to Make My Life Great Again. I can't bring back people I've lost. But I have to move forward anyway because I'll just become a malignant tumor on the face of the earth if I can't let go of the past. I have so much more to learn, so much more to see, so much more to do, and so much more to say. I want to prove that even unattractive people can be loved by people BESIDES family.
