Fuck my life · 2:16pm Nov 14th, 2016
I'm not allowed to do shit. My classmates are going out having fun every weekend. My siblings got to do more things than when they were my age. It's all because of the fucking car accident. My school has this thing called senior privilege. I don't get to enjoy it because of the accident. I can't drive with friends because I get too excited in the car. Now I don't have a fucking car. It doesn't help that I rarely get to see them. I really want to run away but if I do that I'll lose even more freedom. I just want to punch a fucking wall right now. Maybe over break, I'll run away just for a day. What more could they take away? This shit is giving me a headache. Brb Imma find a brick wall to punch. I noticed that the day of the accident, everything was slowing me down. A school bus, another accident, rain. Fuck everything. I just want to jump off a bridge.
