Don't mind me, I'm just thinking to myself. · 6:52am Sep 11th, 2012

I'm only really writing this because I'm a bit stuck....... I complain a lot, I know I do, like.... A LOT! I'm surprised no one has pointed it out yet. And I'm saying that because chapter nine is one huge piece of writers block, a wall of text on the road to completion if you will. You should have expected that....

Now to why I'm really writing this. In real life I'm a happy guy, no doubt, I find it very difficult to be angry or sad at anything. I think My Little Pony - particularly the fan fiction - , instead of making me all giddy and crap like that, is letting me gush my negativity, in a good way, I think. It's weird, I only noticed that all my favourites have the sad tag, ever since I started writing all I've read has been sad or grimdark, 3/4 of my stories that I've written or are writing have the sad tag, and 1/4 of those are dominately sad. I, personally, don't see it as a bad thing but I cant help thinking, is this a good time to be gushing? Or should I have stayed the course I was going? I guess writing is a relatively enjoyable experiences, it's something to take pride in, I always used to count up that favourites in my head because I didn't know what the stats button was, I always though its was 40 or something, then I find out its 117-odd? Yeah, it is a good feeling, I've just been wondering should I continue writing, is it really good for me in the big mess of things.

I think I'm using these wrong, is it a blog? But not a blog? I don't know if I ever come up with anything interesting to talk about in these, if I do I'll do another, or if some shit is floating around in my head, anyhow. Sorry if anybody expects anything on these blog posts, they arn't very long or anything, and they are just more negativity . Somebody, somewhere, has to enjoy them at least.