So uh... · 5:34am Feb 11th, 2016
At a Christian Junior high ministry, I was contemplating on what the point of life is. And to be blunt... Well, I realized that there isn't a point. And well... I sort of contemplated suicide. Now, don't get me wrong- I'm not suicidal. But I'm getting bored with the same old routine. And well... I was just thinking 'What would everyone be like if I just ended it all? Would they miss me, or just continue on with their lives?'. It's not hard to kill myself. All I need is a knife, and my wrist. But bringing myself to that decision... It's harder than you think. You'd have to be really dull in order to actually bring yourself to that. I didn't have a knife or anything, but I could've jumped in front of a car. I could've done anything of the such. But I couldn't do it. I have a lot of things that I care about. I have a nice girl that I want to admit my love to, I have a group of best friends, I have fimfiction and family.... I have all of you to take care of. So... I didn't bring myself to death, thank God. But I also learned that we have to create our own purposes. If we can't do that.... Well, you might as well kill yourself. But I believe that every one of you can.
Thank you for hearing my story. I'm gonna go for a while.
Yes. We each have to write our own stories. ;)
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I'm glad you didn't commit suicide
But I guess you're right. My dream job, video game making, is basically going to be my purpose in life one day. I suppose. To make people happy with doing the things I love!
But then, what happens if we don't reach our goal? Do we have to find a new purpose? Hmmm
Ah, too many questions! D:
Well, I guess we would. But it's really great to know you're AlivE!!!!
and there wouldent be a awsome story writer