Hey there, I'm not dead !! · 4:16am Nov 4th, 2015
Well hello there followers who actually decide to stop by and read this.
Just a brief update in what's going on in my life as of late.
Guess who went on a date this past Sunday ! Yep that's right, I did !!
It was actually pretty nice, we went and saw "the scouts guide to the zombie apocalypse", strange for a date movie right ?
I kinda stepped up and grew a pair, asked her the Saturday before.
I ended up rolling and smoking my first joint that same Saturday. (Yes, just 3 days ago) had some fun with that, found out I'm either immune to weed or it takes a lot to get me high.
Oh I ended up having a brief emotional breakdown yesterday, I'm starting to feel... Something unknown honestly, about wanting to move out and to no longer live with my parents. So dad asked me man to man what was wrong, I pretty much said that I couldn't take this all anymore, mom being medicated to the point of incomprehension and absence of emotion or thought. (she is honestly nothing but a zombie now) my uncle who lives with us is having days where he's just pissed off at the littlest things (PTSD I guess, from the marines, he's only 27) and dad in general is having really bad moods because mom isn't taking care of herself health wise and work is stressing him out.
I finally just blurted out that I wanted to move out, leave and live somewhere else...
"Where will you go ? Who will you stay with ?" Is what he asked me in return. It old him I didn't know and I just wanted to leave this mess and try to have a normal life that he has tried so hard to make for me.
So he said that we could go stay with his mother for a few weeks until he saved up for a place...
Now I'm waiting a week before I completely decide if this is the course of action I want to take...
Other than that I'm dealing with some school stuff, I've decided to see about staying the entire school year and not just the one semester, which entails me failing my senior exit project and my online class (which I actually forgot about until now [the online class] )
And no matter how many applications I send in, no one is hiring a teen with no experience, even with a filled out resume.
Other than being completely stumped on ideas for a nice date with Dorthy, that's about it.
Give a lot of thought to living on your own... it is expensive!
Congrazzles man
On the good parts, at least...
3519133 ya I know that for sure, but honestly I have a friend or two who are willing to house me if something ever happens.
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Either way, thank you.