On not being able to wait…

There's something I really want to do.

Something I haven't done in over four weeks.

Something I've promised myself not to do until mid-September.

But I want to. *bites lip

And no, it's not what you're thinking. Get your minds out of the gutter!

I know it's something inadvisable for me to do right now.

Frankly, inadvisable for me to do for the next few years.

But I can't wait a few years.

I can barely wait a few weeks.

But I know I must wait a few weeks.

It still tears me up inside though. The longing.

I'm sorry if this has been cryptic.

And I'm sorry to somebody else whom I know is waiting similarly.

But waiting is what must be done. I need to keep telling myself that.

Comments

[Scootaloo96]

Tell me know

[Flarefeather]

Ease your mind. Think about it carefully and decide if you really want to do whatever you wanted to do at mid-September. Though I want to ask. What is it that you wanna do but can't till September? Is it confessing to someone or something really important? What ever it is I wish you good luck.

[MyChemicalRomano]

Tell me on Skype pls

[Ms Loopy do]

Intriguing indeed

[VitalSpark]

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It's not really intended to be a riddle. The message is more about the difficulty of waiting, rather than what I'm waiting for.

Anyway, I failed. I couldn't wait. I caved.

[Ms Loopy do]

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Waiting is difficult indeed.

It is even more intriguing now you said you caved...