Today I am feeling. . . · 8:29pm Jun 3rd, 2015
WHAT?! I've only been in hospital for a week?! This is getting beyond annoying; I only get my parents seeing me for two hours, my friends for an hour and then nobody else. I'm am both bored and lonely. . .don't go think I am attention seeking because I'm not.
Although, I do believe I have been rather rude since I got into this hellhole. Manners, Arian! It's been getting worse, I can't seem to keep anything down (Throwing up a lot) and I've been waking up with retching my stomach--even though there isn't anything left in it--to the point that I am starting to cry (Which is actually a super rare sight for me).
I've given up fully on most of the things I do; reading, writing and talking to people is all I have.
Ehh, I'll just stop complaining, most of you won't read this blog anyway.
Still, like always, you guys are amazing and I hope you're all having a great day.
~Arian Blaze, out
What was wrong with your kidney anyway? you are awfully young to be having kidney failure O_O
3124250 If I remember correctly I have "systemic lupus erythematosus" (don't make me spell that again) which means that my immune system attacks my kidney as if it were foreign tissue, or something.
It is found in mainly women between 15-50, it's often inherited. Sooo, yeah, even if the parents are not affected, they can still carry the gene that causes it. So basically a possible distant relative of mine had it :/
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I will have you in my thoughts we all will. i am just glad you are okay i been checking to see if you are on ever since i heard about your hospitalization.
Oh goodness i am so sorry.
3124583 It's okay, I'll be fine. Hey, I don't to see any frowny faces, okay, mister?
Awe, thank you, you're a really good friend *hugs* And well, I am still online but I'm just not writing as much--don't worry about YABTM, the next chapter will be out on Sunday, I don't want to disappoint anypony. Thank you very much, I really appreciate your concern 