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334 weeks
It's Been a While

Goodness, it has been a little while since I've last posted anything in general. I have just been busy trying to get my life together academically and emotionally. There were just a lot of things going on all at once that feels like I was laying in my own pile of emotions and work as it was burning and saying that everything was fine. A lot has happened throughout the years with
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434 weeks
Screaming Introvert, No Words Heard

Can anybody hear me?
Does anybody care to listen to me?
Who actually understands the brain trapped inside the broken head
Who cares to even listen to you?
They only like to see you suffer
The consequences that torture the kindness out of a innocent heart
Does anybody understand an introvert?
Who dares to hear my words?
Who wants to understand the fear resided deep in the heart
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453 weeks
Comments, YouTube series

So, recently I have been thinking about doing like a youtube series, or so I call it, called Crystal Talks or like an extension of Crystal Feather Myths. I will be using my wolf OC character as the pictures I use cause particularly I don't feel comfortable showing my actual face on camera for various reason which I won't go into much detail for (picture of her is below.) Basically the things I
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471 weeks
How am I doing?

I wish I could think of a video to explain how much I feel so happy right now. For the past four months if you haven't been watching or know anything that has been going on with me, I had a best friend named Alex of whom I had made a mistake on and couldn't come to terms to forgive myself, soon causing me to be very depressed and a little in thoughts of suicidal. And I thought that her and I were
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473 weeks
Suicide Story

For the past three months I have been depressed, thinking that there was no other way out of the pain that resided deep in my heart, causing me constant pain and sadness. This was me then, here I am now with the pain not bothering me anymore. I have finally decided that I needed to grow up and let go of the problem that was bothering me for far too long. I decided not to post it on YouTube
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Mar

10th

2015

I'm Back!! · 11:51pm Mar 10th, 2015

You didn't think I'd be gone fro long didn't you! I gave this account up too early as I had gotten myself wrapped up in someone who is bound to make my life a living hell. For the past few weeks, in about three days would make it a month, I was filled with depression and becoming a little suicidal nothing serious at all, because of the fact that I had failed "my perfect friend." Last Friday she had decided to start ignoring me all because I was thinking about a situation that had happened. Today she had decided that it was the right time to start talking about me behind my back, I had decided at 10:20am that I was taking a stand for my rights as a person. A person of God, the kind personality I had, the loyalty I had, and the sanity I had left. Before all of this it took me a lot of guts to get up in front of my church and tell them what was going on in my life, all of them stood around me with open arms and a will to help me out. Now I have stood my ground as a person and I'm in the process now of getting her out of my life completely. I have taken her off my list of friends on Facebook and the people who are associated with her and believe everything she has said about me are all gone. Everything I have about this once friend, is all gone from my life. All I have is the memory of who she once was and the heartbreak she has caused me. Now I am back here, hopefully with new stories and back with the free mind and personality I once had. I have a lot of friends to thank and a couple to say that they were right about me ditching this friend while I had the chance.

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