How am I doing?

I wish I could think of a video to explain how much I feel so happy right now. For the past four months if you haven't been watching or know anything that has been going on with me, I had a best friend named Alex of whom I had made a mistake on and couldn't come to terms to forgive myself, soon causing me to be very depressed and a little in thoughts of suicidal. And I thought that her and I were done, but I continued to pray for her and I together, and hoped that one day that something would happen, I didn't think something like this would happen. This past Thursday I was at dinner with the familia and she had texted me saying that she had calmed down and wanted to hear my side of the story and wanted to hear what I wanted to get off my chest. I so many things to say but forgot to say them, I told her to call me and I will continue what I wanted to say, but the majority of what I wanted to say was based off this one question, "Why the sudden change of heart?" I'd never think of this kind of answer if it were me, but she proved one thing to me... If God has mercy for us when we deserve death, why can't I forgive her for what she has done to me and move on, but never forget. I will not forget this moment in my life but I can tell everybody that when darkness comes into your life, there will always be that rainbow waiting for you to open your eyes and see it. I know now that no matter how sad you can become or how much you just want it all to end, let it all go, there is always a light for what you would want. Something one day will happen and it'll be either wild or great. God can do amazing things for you, I know most of you might have a different belief or you might be atheist which is okay, I just wanted to get this off my chest and tell someone that even though life is tough, there will come a day when everything will be amazing. Cause now Alex and I are able to be in the same room together, be able to come close to each other and not have to worry about something happening. She knows what my problem is and is going to work hard on understanding me better and I will take the time to just let her be when she wants to be left alone.