• Member Since 11th Aug, 2013
  • offline last seen Feb 10th, 2023

AmethystFire


"We must let go of the life we have planned, so as to accept the one that is waiting for us." Joseph Campbell

More Blog Posts73

  • 334 weeks
    It's Been a While

    Goodness, it has been a little while since I've last posted anything in general. I have just been busy trying to get my life together academically and emotionally. There were just a lot of things going on all at once that feels like I was laying in my own pile of emotions and work as it was burning and saying that everything was fine. :pinkiecrazy: A lot has happened throughout the years with

    Read More

    3 comments · 284 views
  • 434 weeks
    Screaming Introvert, No Words Heard

    Can anybody hear me?
    Does anybody care to listen to me?
    Who actually understands the brain trapped inside the broken head

    Who cares to even listen to you?
    They only like to see you suffer
    The consequences that torture the kindness out of a innocent heart

    Does anybody understand an introvert?
    Who dares to hear my words?
    Who wants to understand the fear resided deep in the heart

    Read More

    0 comments · 247 views
  • 453 weeks
    Comments, YouTube series

    So, recently I have been thinking about doing like a youtube series, or so I call it, called Crystal Talks or like an extension of Crystal Feather Myths. I will be using my wolf OC character as the pictures I use cause particularly I don't feel comfortable showing my actual face on camera for various reason which I won't go into much detail for (picture of her is below.) Basically the things I

    Read More

    0 comments · 309 views
  • 471 weeks
    How am I doing?

    I wish I could think of a video to explain how much I feel so happy right now. For the past four months if you haven't been watching or know anything that has been going on with me, I had a best friend named Alex of whom I had made a mistake on and couldn't come to terms to forgive myself, soon causing me to be very depressed and a little in thoughts of suicidal. And I thought that her and I were

    Read More

    0 comments · 261 views
  • 473 weeks
    Suicide Story

    For the past three months I have been depressed, thinking that there was no other way out of the pain that resided deep in my heart, causing me constant pain and sadness. This was me then, here I am now with the pain not bothering me anymore. I have finally decided that I needed to grow up and let go of the problem that was bothering me for far too long. I decided not to post it on YouTube

    Read More

    0 comments · 293 views
Jan
8th
2016

Screaming Introvert, No Words Heard · 1:50am Jan 8th, 2016

Can anybody hear me?
Does anybody care to listen to me?
Who actually understands the brain trapped inside the broken head

Who cares to even listen to you?
They only like to see you suffer
The consequences that torture the kindness out of a innocent heart

Does anybody understand an introvert?
Who dares to hear my words?
Who wants to understand the fear resided deep in the heart
A heart that screams everyday for someone to say I understand you...
Here I am an introvert left in a cold desolate world
A world only filled with pure hatred.

Does anybody hear me?
Does anybody truly understand my heart
My past
My fears
My broken heart...

Stuck as an introvert
Reserving all her feelings in mind because she feels
NOBODY WILL UNDERSTAND THE PAIN I FACE EVERYDAY!
The damaging feeling of misunderstanding
The unknowing of friends who care so much about her...

How can the introvert survive in a world filled with so many words
Words that take a stab at every word she ever tried to say.
Why are you always so quiet?
Maybe if you ever got to know my heart, someone would understand.

I'm stuck here on this planet, trying my best to do what I am called to do.
But the fear of my past always gnaws at my heart
Speaking words that any average teenager would cringe and shudder
Hiding themselves away from any social conflict.

Just an introverted teenager, shoved into a world where no one understands.
A screaming introvert, where words can't ever be heard...
Barely even spoken...

Report AmethystFire · 247 views ·
Comments ( 0 )
Login or register to comment