So... Stuff... · 4:18am Feb 22nd, 2015
So, I found both Equestrian Girls movies at the store tonight, and I just finished watching them, even though I have to be up in a few hours for work. Eh, buck it. I enjoyed them, though I was sitting there throughout Rainbow Rocks "ask Sunset Shimmer to help, its not hard to see that it's what's needed!" Though I did have to remember that they do these things on purpose. Even though it makes one facepalm every five minutes..
I may have found a house, and its not too far of a drive from my work, and its not a bad price, though the neighborhood isn't the best. Its one of those things where I wish that I was still able to carry a gun. That's one of the many aspects of my life ruined because of an incident...
On the note of that.... Mishap... Nothing has changed about it. They still want to prosecute me, and I've been putting off talking to my lawyer for a month because I don't really want to sign the plea agreement and say I am 100% guilty. I can't fight it because I know I wasn't completely innocent, because I did push her to the ground, and the officer twisted my statement around to sound like I told him I did what I'm being accused of. Its a load of BS, though I have to take the plea, or get screwed by the judge at trial... A year and a half of probation, my plan of joining the Navy, shot down, my gun ownership, gone. I think I should have shot her when she pushed herself into my home, really...
I've got ideas for the chapter, but I can't get it to sound right, and its been aggravating. I don't know when I will get it to sound and feel like I want it to, though I am trying...
I also had a scary thought today.... All my problems could just go away if I just died.. Wouldn't have to worry about anything anymore...
Three things.
think I should have shot her when she pushed herself into my home, really... For your safety, safety of thsi site and hopefully future sanity... I would get rid of that statement. Though I maybe understand it, even if I don't understand law.
Yes, your problems would be gone if you were dead, but then she wins and everyone else loses. Society loses and anyone in your family loses.
Things seem bleak I know, but you just have to pull through this.
Never give up man.
2819912 I don't plan on going anywhere soon, it was just something that went through my mind.
2819716 here, if you (or someone else living in the house) can legally own a gun, if someone breaks in or is threatening you in your house, you can shoot them. If I were to go walk in uninvited into someone's house, they would be perfectly able to just shoot me right then and there. Police around here kinda hate it because people can shoot them if they do a raid and just bust right through the front door.
2823029 I understand that, but mentioning it (or what you could or should) have done is probably bad for you. You don't need more reasons for her to fuck you over.
2824141 there's nothing more that can be done. The only way I could get into more trouble from her is if she breaks the restraining order against me and calls the cops, which I do all of my business over an hours drive from where she lives/works, and the court only has my mailing address anymore. And they have what I said in their call recordings from when I talked to my dad while in jail.