God. One of the many things that helped me out. · 5:05am Feb 7th, 2015
Just gonna post this if anyone cares.
One day on February 11th last year, I had the most worst day ever.
I ran away from home. In the cold snow for about 3 hours. With just a coat and shoes on. Nothing else.
Left at like 3 o clock and came home around 5:30. I went to a park and sat down at that park for about an hour of nap time. And it's after that I decided to get home.
That was just the start of my horrible things though.
One day I put a knife to my throat and chuckled it off and put it away.
Another day I put an even bigger knife right to my heart but put it away.
I have really emotional problems and mental problems in my head.
And the only reason I am possibly even alive right now might be because of God. I don't know, But those times I always had a bright white light happen with someone showing up and telling me not to do it. I don't know if it's Celestia or God.
But, I hope it was God. Because if it's not, then I am going insane.
Praise God people, Because if you don't. You might do what I did. 
