Depressing shit and... yeah basically just depressing shit · 7:29pm Jan 27th, 2015
okay so here's a little kinda depressing blog post (feel free to scroll past this if you don't feel like reading som depressing shit)
So I've been feeling really down and stressed out lateley because of all the work we have at school right now, Some dick also stole my phone (a brand new iPhone 6 plus) this weekend while I was having lunch with my boyfriend, and my parents blame me for the whole thing (well yeah it was my fault but not only my fault). Some other stuff have also happend and it has just made me give up on everything.
But what's the big deal? Life is meaningless anways, being alive is meaningless anyways and a lot of people feel the same way.
Feeling like this does not make me special, it dosn't make me anything. I'm just another teen wearing too much eyeliner that has fucked up her life a bit more than she should have.
Now, I'm not going to kill myself. I don't even want to die. I just want to not exist, just for a while.
cause I still want to be with my friends, my best friends, my boyfriend, my family and make them happy. That's all I want, I just want everyone I love to be happy.
(again I'm sorry for this depressing blog post, I just needed to get it out)
*hugs you*
Oh my godness honey! I didn't know you've been having such a hard time! I'm here for you if you need to talk, always. You know that. And you and I both know, you're more than eyeline and a few bad decisions. Can't wait to see you this weekend and then we can talk about this if you want and everything will be alright.
*Hugs you super hard*
Love you so much!