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SUBJECTXVI


I blow stuff up 4 fun, enjoy poetry that doesn't annoy me, have recently joined the broney army, love lesbians but hate it when gay guys do their thing in front of me, I'm 18 & out of my phyche ward!

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  • 446 weeks
    Anthem of the Banshee

    I have returned from my long, long, long, loooong. Absence. I was depressed for a while (I'm not anymore my GF and some of my Amazing Friends (Fable Linked and Amanda and Ermis Green to name a few of them) made sure of that. Anyway I wanted to do something special and post one of my "Nicer" Anthems for you guys! I hope you enjoy it! Also Check on Unseeing Eyes sometime this week! If all

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  • 457 weeks
    Good Bye

    Dedicated to Lirianna Emerson: April 9th 1994 to August 14 2015 9:45 PM.

    Good Bye My Sweet Sweet Friend.

    Carry on broken soul. Even as the world weighs you down. Carry on, and continue without a sound. Carry on frail heart. Even as you wish to fall and die.

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  • 457 weeks
    A Letter From An Unperson

    I am the forgotten poet. The destitute soul. The Crowning achievement of Damnation. An empty shell left in the dust to die. Am I destined to fall away and fade from sight? Is this good? Is this right? If it is then why do I feel so hallow and empty inside? Was there something I forgot, forever lost in time? Should I stay? should I fight?

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  • 468 weeks
    Anthem of the Ghosts (Slightly Morbid)

    Hey Ya'll! Sorry I haven't been posting too much! My new job is a real hassle. Even though I don't need said job my GF says I have to be a proactive member of society and Parole shrink agrees. So I'm kinda stuck doing it. T_T Anyway! Here's the next anthem!

    Silence is the sound no one hears. You're heart it pounds with all your fears.

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  • 473 weeks
    Fade

    So guys I'm gonna try something new with this next Poem. And that is? Nothing! I will not be thinking about my feelings or emotions. No nothing. Just my fingers on my keyboard and nothing else... So let's see what it brings us! I hope it's at least some what intelligent.

    A soft word, briefly spoken. A token war, with families broken. A stark tragedy, that leaves me wondering.

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Nov
21st
2014

Grave Watching · 2:10am Nov 21st, 2014

This one is a bit tragic and was written shortly after the death of one of my minders. Nurse Jorden Ortega who was stabbed to death by one of the other patients during a psychotic break. So here's to you Sister! May you find peace in eternity!

Ever lonely do I stand where we first met. Begging you softly to come back from the depts. The place so far away yet close today. Now we the forgotten begin to pray. Begin the song we've all heard for so long. And never mind the fallen throngs. For now you are amongst the angels. So beautiful and bright. And no more must you fight the fight, I bid good bye to you this day. But my life shall never be the same.

Good Bye My Friend.

I know it's incredibly short however that's all I could recover because the rest was too damaged by tears. So sorry for its length.

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Comments ( 2 )

I'm sorry for your loss. Losing someone that you care about is never easy. This makes me think about when I lost my Me-maw (great-grandmother). She had lived a long full life and everyone knew her time was coming, but that didn't soften the blow when it finally came. I was maybe 13 at the time and it didn't really sink in that she was gone until we buried her. I'm sure that Nurse Jorden Ortega and my Me-maw are in a better place. The best thing we could ever do for them is to remember them and keep their memories alive within ourselves.

:fluttercry: Beautiful.

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