kill me, please... · 10:40pm Oct 15th, 2014
I don't feel. I've come to accept that, cupcakes didn't phase me at all, I don't remember feeling anything ever. A dull ache for me is gut wrenching, soul stabbing sadness for any normal being.
Yet, today I felt that ache, that stab of sadness that dies in a couple minutes, but leaves you with the sadness. Today, I found out that the girl I love is dating someone, and it's not me.
We had just been friends for a long time, and I felt... For the first time in a long while, and I was stupid, we had said we loved each other, but I was worried that it was insincere... And now...
To the girl I love, and whomever she is dating, I wish them the best of luck, even though every time I think of her, my heart feels like it is being impaled...
I guess this is goodbye Bridget, I wish you luck...
I know that feel.