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413 weeks
Tired

I feel that sort of tired where you just want it all to end for awhile, just so you can give yourself some time to remember that fun is a thing. Luckily for me I have until 5 in the morning to do that, but do I know how to have fun? Really?
I'm not fooling anyone.
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421 weeks
I miss y'all

Let me state the obvious here—I haven't been on here for fcking ever. Yes, I still censor myself for all the kiddies out there (like me). I'm older than I was when I came onto the website but that's totally beside the point. I'm still young...not young enough, but also not old enough. When I say that I mean I'm technically still not allowed to read clop fiction but obviously I still
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432 weeks
Yuppy

I'm cringing right now because I'm watching a Game of Thrones episode where man is getting tortured. Yes, I'm on the third season and I still don't care to memorize names. Too busy memorizing Twenty One Pilot lyrics and algebra equations. Surprisingly, I love algebra. I've got that going for me, which is nice compared to what's been lining up lately.
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443 weeks
Cheer Up

Everything seems too sunny in the clouded perspective
Nothing goes my way because I wasn't elected
I just want you here and I just want everyone else there
Looking at how good it could have been if they chose the rainy day over a week of sunshine
It's much more clearer than the drowsy weather of a storm
And can't you see there's some beauty when it's not apart from the norm?
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446 weeks
Dude, sweet!

When I listen to Purity Ring and Bob Marley for two hours on Pandora, I can't help but just feel so happy. I know that's weird but I swear I'm not high right now, even though it really looks like that.
Anyway, I just wanted to say that everybody should be happy and not sad. It's cuffing season and Thanksgiving is coming soon! Yay!!
Peace out
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Aug

12th

2014

Wow · 2:01am Aug 12th, 2014

I am taking a hiatus on the computers for awhile, hope you guys don't mind. I mean, school has got my shoulders tense and my brain all fcked up. Oh ya, and my ex-boyfriend who was my first heartbreak from frigging fifth to sixth grade told me something that totally made me feel better about myself. Basically I told him that I really liked him, and I know this sounds like bullshit but I totally just meant in a totally friendly way. I loved him so much because he did a lot to change my personality and has always had those moments--but you know what he took by like?

*sigh* If it makes you feel any better i'm gay

wow, fcking great. I don't care.

You need to move on and forget we ever happened. You're acting like sixth grade was last week. Stop liking me every sixth months.

Whatever that means.

I deserve better, I'm pretty sure. I deserve an amazing person to spend the rest of my life with, and all he did is prove to me that he is more than unqualified to be anybodys loved one. He frikin said this dude was hot: