I am going dark.

I just don't feel up to being here right now... I am never there for the ones who need me and that hurts me to know that... It will say I am online but I wont be doing much... I am sorry to those of you that call me a friend... Because I am terrible at it.

Comments

[Vinyl Scratch289]

Oi. Stop this. Listen to me. You help with what you can. Hell I can't help everyone and I know that even the ones I hold dear I can't all the time. Man don't let it push you down.

[Veyron]

2327635 I-I know but I see all of you guys hurting and it kills me that other things are getting in the way. then I see others come to help and I feel like shit cause I wasn't there.

[Vinyl Scratch289]

2327642
Dude it kills me too. Hell Gamer is crying right now and I can't do anything and its killing me more than anything.

[Veyron]

2327648 But you all ways seem to be there I only ever seem to be here after everything has happened and I feel useless... Why do you and gamer and dashing call me a friend when I suck at it?

[Vinyl Scratch289]

2327653
Not all the time I can be though. I can't even be there for Gamer. Dude if you saw my reaction to all this right now you'd be surprised. I'm thinking on just giving up as well because its just killing me. But I'm not and neither should you.

[Veyron]

2327660 O-ok I will try.

[Vinyl Scratch289]

2327666
Okay. Dude please if you need anything let me know.

[Veyron]

2327672 I will try... I-I think I am going to talk to my indy for a bit... She always knows how to cheer me up

[Vinyl Scratch289]

2327685
Okay.

[Veyron]

2327690 Heh... Sorry I forgot you have no idea who indy is.

[Vinyl Scratch289]

2327707
Yeah.

[Veyron]

2327711 Umm well I met her on tumblr and we kind of hit it off and I really like her.

[Vinyl Scratch289]

2327725
Well great for you.

[Veyron]

2327727 Sorry... I-I don't mean to brag sorry if I made you mad.

[Vinyl Scratch289]

2327748
No I'm saying that I'm happy for you. Remember dude I have Gamer.

[Veyron]

2327750 I know... How do you to make your long-distance relationship work?

[Vinyl Scratch289]

2327767
I just think of it this way. One day we'll met. And that's the day I look forward to.

[Veyron]

2327792 Ok thanks that helps a lot.

[Vinyl Scratch289]

2327814
You're welcome.

[Solar Flare_28]

No, you're a great friend! You helped cheer me up, and you made me the unofficial Princess of Pixie Stix! I'm sorry...I shouldn't joke around...

[Unbridled Dolly]

You're never there for anyone? What do you mean??!!! Whenever I get to Gamer or Dashing or someone's blog post, you're always there. Always. (Though it seems I'm too late to do anything again. Curse these time differences)

[GentlemanPirate]

Vey,
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You are a great friend. You cheer me up when I'm depressed, just because you are there and consider me your friend, something I have not experienced a lot. YOU were the only one to wish me a happy birthday besides my parents, because YOU actually take the time to read the damned blog posts I put up. You are the best friend I made through this fandom, and nothing anyone can do will ever make me think otherwise.
-GP
P.S.: If anyone is wondering why I chose this gif specifically:
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[Veyron]

2328632
2327792
2328181
2328547 Sorry that I disappeared on you all... my internet went out.

[Vinyl Scratch289]

2328800
Happens to all of us.

[Unbridled Dolly]

2328800 Happens all the time. Don't worry 'bout it.

[Veyron]

2328632
2327792
2328181
2328547

I am going to dump one of my favorite songs here.

[Unbridled Dolly]

2329290 I like that song.

[Veyron]

2329407 Thanks I don't know why but I really connect with their new album.

[Unbridled Dolly]

2329419

[Veyron]

2329434 Heh you probably have no idea what I am talking about.

[Unbridled Dolly]

2329438 Oh, no, sorry about that. I was going to say that I should listen to it sometime, but my phone spazzed and it made me click Add Comment instead of the shift and then it restarted my phone.

[Veyron]

2329450 Ah that seems to happen a lot with phones.

[Unbridled Dolly]

2329455 Yeah. But the wifi here is also really bad.

[Veyron]

2329466 I can imagine that would be a problem.

[Unbridled Dolly]

2329467 Heh, yeah, it is.

[Solar Flare_28]

2329290

Cool song...

[Veyron]

2330665 Hey don't be sad I am feeling better... Heh for some cool reasons to.

[Solar Flare_28]

2330685

Okie dokie.

[Veyron]

2331143 *Hugs* what has you down?

[Solar Flare_28]

2331676

Well...it's not that important...but I feel like nowadays I'm too late to comment to help people...but I'm just happy you're better.

[Veyron]

2335853 You helped me a lot more then you realized and I am thankful for that.

[Solar Flare_28]

2335902

Really? Thanks..now do you see what we mean? You're always there for us!

[Veyron]

2335915 I do.

[Solar Flare_28]

2335975

! That is great!