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Salnalus


Just your friendly neighborhood Salnalus. Writing stories and pointless blog posts. Feel free to check them out, and stuff.

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  • 164 weeks
    Back for one thing, and one thing only

    Hey, all. It's been a long while. Literal years, even.

    So I'm sort of back, just to show you something that couldn't be possible without my friend Soothing Stone. You see, we kind of wrote a new story together. Remember An Unexpected Surprise?

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  • 335 weeks
    Long Time Update

    It's been a while since I wrote a blog post, so why not. A little more than a full year, actually (my last post was January 10 2017). We're in 2018 now. Season 7 is finished, and we got a pony movie (I watched it on premiere day). The year of leaks is over, and HOPEFULLY Season 8 doesn't get the same treatment, because I hate leaks and spoilers with a fiery passion... oh wait, we already got

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  • 387 weeks
    Yay it's 2017

    Yeah I know, I'm a few days late, but whatever. I totally forgot about this site while the holidays were going past. Lots happened in that time. Between me getting a new laptop, shiny hunting in Pokémon Moon, and watching stuff on the Netflix service that we just got last month, life's got me busier than ever. There's also something related to Legends of Equestria, but I don't think I'm supposed

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  • 390 weeks
    Merry Christmas

    Merry Christmas, followers!

    K, well I just wanted to say that. And you know, still alive here. I actually have more to say, but I will mention it in another blog post either later today, or tomorrow. So for now, I'll see you guys later.

    ~Salnalus

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  • 393 weeks
    Featured(?)

    So yeah, yesterday I got out Chapter 14 of Blanked. And apparently within minutes, someone had the courtesy to inform me on my user page of this recent discovery:

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Jul
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So my 21st birthday is on the 10th of July... · 3:32am Jul 1st, 2014

...Yet, I still am not happy.

~Salnalus

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Why aren't you happy? :rainbowhuh:

Why the hell not? Now everything is legal everywhere! :D

Well if you're American you can save some fireworks from the 4th, that'll brighten up your day. Either that immerse yourself in MLP, it keeps my spirits up. Parodies are funny too like Friendship is Witchcraft.

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Well, to elaborate further, I have a serious case of constant depression, and nothing I have makes me happy. I'm surprised that someone like me has never considered suicide, and still doesn't. I'm willing to be that at least 90% of people in my situation would have committed, attempted, or had thoughts of, suicide. I have a fear of death though, so suicide's not my thing.

Just... I hate my life. I have nothing going for me, nothing I have makes me happy, I have nothing to look forward to. So, I'll be 21. The only thing that'll give me is the ability to legally drink and enter places like casinos and whatnot. But it's not like anything I have now will help. Only things I desire, but do not have will.

I never graduated high school, I don't have a driver license, never had physical social contact (and therefore, no physical friends or even a girlfriend) for more than 7 years, no job, no money... I have nothing. I hate my family, and my birthdays have been little to nothing in the past 5 or so years.

So what is there to be happy about for me? :ajsleepy:


2250527 Well you sure can write a good story, heck I followed you because of just ONE story, your others undoubtedly just as good you could make a little money from commissions maybe? You can be happy that you have 174 followers, thats 174 than me:rainbowlaugh:. Its never too late to go back to school, a diploma would help with a real job because the economy and all. Unfortunately I don't know what to say about not having a license because you'd need to buy a car to use it....... Of course a lot of things can net you money, practice a trade, like writing for one or like music, crafting, theres bound to be someone who will pay for it. Oh and about the drinking, don't, ain't worth the money or trouble, I mean a few is fine but really you can use as it as an excuse to be at a bar. Put yourself out there with a little courage and swagger anyone can make friends or maybe even hit with the ladies. Life is filled with opportunity, you just have to want it. Every human and pony has the right to pursue happiness, use it my friend.

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About the drinking, let's say I have a resentment towards it in a way because I've had bad experiences with drunk people... so never do I plan to do something like that myself, even when I become legal. Maybe a bit of wine here and there (it's the only alcoholic drink I would be comfortable with, I've actually had some before), but that's it.

And yes, it is too late for be to get a diploma. When I was in school last year, they said I had only one more year to get at least 5 1/2 credits to pass. With the classes I had, there was no way I could get that many. Hell, the most amount of credits I ever got in any year of high school was 4. I was already failing from the start, and my situation was not helping. That place made me miserable. I couldn't focus on anything, and it was sucking the life out of me. So I had to get out of there. I was going to get out anyway, so why not do it sooner?

Just feels like I have no hope for anything.

2251154 Well I'm glad you're not into the drinking and well if you can't get a diploma a GED will work too. Either way man, as much as I can talk, the only person that can help you is you, and maybe Celestia, but she's tied up with Discord, like literally tied up with rope, with him. Why can't the guards do their job? Like really, they have failed to avert or even mediate any crises that has occurred in Equestria.:facehoof: All joking aside you gotta set goals for yourself, don't worry about getting there yet, just what you want to get to and the smaller goals required to get there, because you're human......hopefully, and you must have some sort of aspiration!

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