writing

I wish I was a better writer. I see all these great stories and they inspire me; but every time I try to write I always feel like it doesn't look right. also I admit I'm a coward, I don't want to write a story and have trolls rip me for a sub pare story. I am not talking about constructive criticism, I'm talking about cruel insults that remind me of high school, middle school, etc. I'm actually going out of my comfort zone just to write this.