I don't even know... · 11:25pm Apr 21st, 2012
I guess I should post a blog update explaining some stuff. Unfortunately, something upsetting has happened in my life and it's completely drained me of my optimism and drive to do things. Nearly a week ago my cousin, Lauren, ran away from home. She didn't tell anyone where she was going, she just left and we haven't heard from her or about her since. It's kind of hard to put into words how this is making me feel but I can assure you all that I'm not in the mood to get any writing done. I don't know when I will start writing again, probably when/if Lauren comes home, so I'm sorry that my stories won't be updating right now.
I just watched the season 2 finale about an hour ago so I also want to talk about that. First of all, it was fucking brilliant. I loved it; the story, the characters and the songs (why do villains get the best songs?) Also Lyra and Luna both had speaking parts so that evoked a few fangasms in me. Anyway, long story short; I really liked the episode and it's probably overtaken "The Return of Harmony" as my number one favourite and you know what; I have a suspicion that the finale had bronies in mind when it was being written. It was just on a bigger scale and felt more epic and stuff - it was kind of like a Michael Bay film except with better plot, better characterisation, better everything and ponies.
However, that song at the end has left me feeling weird. To be perfectly honest, I don't know what I'm feeling or why I'm feeling this way but the ending felt really happy but really sad as well. Maybe it's because it's the end of the season and we'll only have our fan-faggotry to enjoy or maybe it's related to personal issues I'm dealing with right now etc.
I'm not sure where I'm going with this and I'm sorry if this just seems like inconsistent rambling - I guess I just needed to get stuff off my chest. Sorry again for the lack of updates and stuff, hopefully things will take a turn for the better soon.
PS. Cadence is now best pone and if you disagree you are a soulless heathen.
That... that hit close to home with me. You have my utmost well-wishes, if that even means anything to you at this point. Sympathy conveyed across the internet can only be a fraction of my actual condolences, but believe me when I say that I sincerely hope it turns out okay for both you and your cousin.
Aw man, I am very very sorry to hear that. I really hope that things turn out OK for Lauren and for you, mate, and that she turns up safe and well soon.
Dude, I'm really sorry to hear about your cousin. I hope she turns up soon and perfectly safe. I'll keep you in my thoughts
79301>>79314>>79494 Thank you all for your kind words, it really means a lot to me. The worst part of all this is not knowing if she's safe, she didn't take her phone and she hasn't made any attempt to contact us. It's just a really shit feeling