My explanation.

Guys.... I have something to admit... I never wanted to confess this, but it's gotten really bad...... and I have no choice....

I've battled severe manic-depression for years now and lately...... it's gotten to a point where I'm genuinely considering suicide.

This is why I haven't done updates lately... not because of writers block or family issues... but because my mental health has gotten so poor....

I've offered the reins of my story, if it gets to where I can't emotionally handle the story anymore, to a good friend to finish. I wanted to say that day would never come....

But now........ I'm not sure........

Comments

[ShadowBreeze]

JOSH PLEASE DON'T DO THIS! YOU HAVE PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT YOU! I CARE ABOUT YOU! YOU ARE MY FRIEND AND MY BROTHER AND I DON'T WANT YOU DO THIS! LET ME HELP YOU! I'M HERE FOR YOU AND I ALWAYS WILL BE! PLEASE RECONSIDER AND DON'T DO THIS!

[TheBrony]

Please!! Don't kill you're self!!! I can't stand losing someone close to me!! I want to help you!! PLEASE DON'T DO IT!!!

[Zinger]

Don't say that. You're awesome bro. If you need somebody to talk to, then you can talk to me. Even tho you barley know me. But suicide is never the answer. You have people who love you. You have family, friends, and your fans. Just please know that suicide is never the answer and people love you.

[MeowthRocket]

Ok, I'm doing a bit better now... but I gotta say.... I'm really touched by all the concern....... I'm really hoping my mental health does improve........ Not just for me... but so I can continue the story for you guys...