Sleep · 1:33am Mar 3rd, 2013
Do you want to know what I'm tired of?
I'm tired of being picked on because I'm different.
I'm tired of my anxiety, and how stressed I always am.
I'm tired of being treated like a freak, and being ostracized by people I barely know.
I'm tired of the controversy surrounding the groups I am part of.
I'm tired of feeling like I was born with the wrong DNA.
I'm tired of pretending everything is okay.
I'm tired of people acting like it's all a joke, like everything is so fucking easy.
I'm tired of being too scared to talk to anyone about it.
I'm tired of my apathy, my unwillingness to do anything about it.
I'm tired of feeling depressed, and trapped.
I'm tired of lying, not just to others, but to myself.
And, frankly, I'm tired of my life. But do you know what else?
I have insomnia.
And I'm glad for things too.
I'm glad I have ponies.
I'm glad I have music.
I'm glad that you guys are here to support me.
Even if that's all, it's enough.
Thanks for being here, I guess. Maybe I'll even post a story soon.
See you guys later.
-Plyxe
*hugs*
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