if anybody actually ever checks this page, i'll just make sure this is here.
i'm not coming back.
it's not that i don't want to; i want to, so very much. the show, the fandom, the commmunity - all of it really helped me when i really needed help.
i just can't. that fire, spark, whatever you want to call it - it's dead. extinguished, blown out, whatever. i don't have the will.
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She looked out her window. The storm, even more frightful than before, showed no signs of stopping. It worried her greatly, not just for her own sake, but for those of her friends. Her family. Her eyes returned to the cup of tea before her.
It was my birthday today.
It didn't feel very special.
I've been gone for a while.
I've been doing some thinking, during that time. About me.
About... things.
About here, the one place I really feel like I'm not so alone. Where there are people I can truly, seriously call friends.
And... I'm sorry, for being a coward. For just abandoning one of my favorite things with no fanfare, just a blog post and 5 months of silence.
As of now, all stories are on hiatus. I don't know for how long.
I just can't do it.
Maybe I shouldn't have bothered in the first place.