MIA Status · 5:46pm Aug 27th, 2023
Hey fans, readers, and followers, I'm sorry I haven't been around at all in the past year and a half a lot has happened in my life and none of it was good. You see January of 2022 we found out my aunt and godmother had pancreatic cancer. In June she fell and we found it had spread to the rest of her body, and then on the 20th of July, she passed away. After her passing my grandmother said "I'm not burying any more kids" and she didn't as she passed away on Halloween morning. Two days after her 85th birthday. The whole weekend she spent with family in some shape or form. Then Monday morning she just passed away. After that, I moved in with my aunt because I lost my job the day my aunt died and hadn't been able to get out of the hole I was in to find another before my grandmother passed away. My aunt and grandmother were the only people in the world I could talk to without being judged and they always were understanding. After they both passed I was lost and in a very dark place trying to find anything to give me hope and a reason to keep living. I tried a few times to come and work on my stories but never could figure out how to word things that seemed right.
So....yeah my past 18 or so months have been really hard on me. But I'm starting to come back around and hopefully I can get cracking on my writings that I love to hear that you enjoy so much. It is one of my greatest joys in life to hear that someone is enjoying my writing.
Love, Chief~
......What are you still doing here?
.....Well I guess its ok I don't mind just don't forget to check out my stories as they hopefully will be updated and/or edited soon.
Very sad to hear about that.
Though it's great that you're coming back around On your stories. I miss them.
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Thank you for the concern and I am glad to be back
I know (to a degree, at least) how it feels to lose someone so close to you.
Back in middle school, I lost a family friend who was the closest thing to a dad for me as he treated me with the kindness you'd expect from a father (don't ask. Its a sore subject for me and my mom). He died from lung cancer and I was devastated (it was the first time I ever lost someone personally). It got to the point that my grades went from a B+ average to C- average for a while. I actually had to transfer schools cause of how cold and callous my teachers were about the whole thing.
I'll tell you the same thing my mom told me in this situation. "Think of all the good times you had with them and remember one thing. They'd want you to live a long and happy life. Don't cling to their death, but honor their life by living yours to the fullest." I hope this advise helps you as much as it did for me.
take your time loses is never easy, your mental health is way more important than anything on this website or online in general we will all be here waiting patiently for the moment you are ready and not a moment sooner so take your time and recover