It seems like life is throwing shit at the fandom. I passed out and am not trusted to go anywhere or do anything, Monsterlord is crying in a corner, and a lot of other shit has happened(broken , me being stupid, etc....)

But why us? Why now? Is it coincidental? Or is MLP a curse? My life went down hill as soon as I started watching MLP. Is this all a coincidence?

That I went to the Emergency Room?

Yep. I was in the Emergency Room.
I passed out durring church for about three seconds. The room had blurred and I was unable to stand.
Now I have a fever and am excused from school on Tuesday.
I was standing when it happened , also. I had no idea what was happening at the time.

I have officially reached a motivation block or something..
I just feel like nothing exciting ever happens to me. (Nothing does.)
Does anyone have something I could do when the most exciting thing that has happened was getting HAIR CHALK?

I thought of two things:
Worry about Bridal Showers or worry about the incredibly stupid thing I did yesterday.

So, I decided to change my avatar everyday.
But I need more pics of, well, me. I really don't care who they are of exactly, but I mostly want ones of m.
If you have any, send them in!

Well, here's what I did;

I have a crush on this boy, so I asked one of his friends if he had a crush on anyone. And, well...
His friend figured it out.
No doubt, he's going to tell him, which I absolutely dread.
But, here's the thing, I have a list of boys I feel really... odd. Around.
I have him on my list, and now I need to get my secret kept secret.
I was thinking about using my list, but I don't think that is enough.
Anyone have an idea of what I could do to clear my name?

Though I still think this will happen if I sleep:

In order to prevent that, I've been meditating
Still, I don't think this will be enough to calm me. I'm doing better from the craziness. Right now, I'm going to meditate.

Today at school (I got out early due to a dentist appointment two counties away)
I started hallucinating. There was no circulation in the room and I felt like I was trapped in a box full of ice hanging above a volcano, and the side were constantly closing in on me.
Now I'm sitting in my 90°f room with the fan on full power.
I'm thinking about taking a nap, but with my IN§@NIT¥ issue I don't think I should....

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Today at school I fell to IN§@NIT¥. €VIL IN§@NIT¥. ÇH@ºTIÇ IN§@NIT¥.

I PRºB@BL¥ should see a psychiatrist about this but most likely I will fix myself

I just wrote a small segment on Spectral Speed, but I'm out of ideas, and I only got to 510 words, so here it is:

TEENAGE RAINBOW

"Hi, Spectra."
A teenager with silvery-white hair and pink glasses looked at the girl with her rainbow hair in a ponytail. The girl looked up, her leather jacket covering her pink t-shirt.
"Hi, Silver Spoon." Said Spectral Speed. "Have you found her yet?"
"Nope." Said Silver, glancing back.

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