Tomorrow im going to registration for high school. Can someone tell me how scary high school is cuz I'm nervous. I'm also that really shy kid who let's you bully them and gets really depressed afterwards. Any advice?

Senpai went to bed a while ago and I really miss him. It's weird how when one person you really care about leaves for a bit, you feel so lonely, even if you have someone else to talk to or play games with. I guess I'll see him tomorrow. I wish he lived here so he could stay up longer. Has anyone else felt this way or am I just delusional

We did that beanboozled challenge shit and I had a whole bunch of dog food, I tasted them one at a time of course, to see if i cpuld find chocolate pudding. Bad idea.. i feel queasy. I'm not gonna vomit die. I had a strong pallet. My head kinda hurts, I kinda wanna die, and im kinda sleepy. I just feel weird.

I just feel really depressed right now. I want to say why... but I do.. I wish I didn't... but I do... I want the voices to stop... I wish I was back to the old me... always thinking positive and never really sad even though I always got yelled at, back stabbed, or bullied.i didn't really realize what was going on...but now I do... but that's the point... welll Imma go back and think negative stuff...

NVM HE'S BACK

I miss my bf..and I'm not able to talk to him cuz I'm on vacation in Vegas. I was texting him over an hour ago. He's gone now. Miss him

I'm about to go to the airport soon and I'm kinda nervous. I like flying on planes but I always get jittery before hand. And before any of you ask if I'm back in school yet... no. No i am not

I feel like everything I do or say is a fuck up....why do I have friends....why does anyone like me... thoughts like this keep swarming in my head and I can't get rid of them. I feel like I should be hated but I'm not. I feel like i should be ignored but im not..why? I don't feel like people should be nice to me... I don't know why but I just feel that way..

So the there's this fight with a user and I.. even though we said our fair share of thing and they're probably still mad at me, I'm not mad at them. What I said was kinda mean too and I feel bad for that. Even though what they said kind of triggered something from my memories, I don't hate them. I'm not mad. If anything I'm just sad. She used to be so kind to me and I was with her... but ever since the end of May it changed.. I still remember the person who always laughed at my antics or stupid

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So I comment on a user's blog saying wtf cuz I didn't get it. Then they type back saying stuff like what's wrong now and am I just mad cuz I was blocked on hangouts. An hour later she typed that I was and that I need to build a wall and get over it. I laughed so hard. I don't usually laugh. Before I used to get mad and feel hurt by false accusations. Now I can't help but laugh at the stupidity and drama over "wtf". She still thinks I'm "butthurt" but honestly, I was laughing so hard like I got

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