Idk why... · 5:59am Aug 26th, 2016
I just feel really depressed right now. I want to say why... but I do.. I wish I didn't... but I do... I want the voices to stop... I wish I was back to the old me... always thinking positive and never really sad even though I always got yelled at, back stabbed, or bullied.i didn't really realize what was going on...but now I do... but that's the point... welll Imma go back and think negative stuff...
*hugs* Please don't go back to that way of thinking. You are far better than that, and you know it.
4172537 yea... sure
Sometimes we think negative stuff and sually positive. But that's normal, but go back to the old you, is not a way.
When we were younger much things about being yelled at, back stabbed or bullied, we didn't see it like in a seriously way, but as we are now olders, now we do.
But we have to learn what things we have to follow and what things we have to ignore.
We have to follow the positive thoughts and ignore the negative ones, because we have to search what is good for our minds and thoughts.
I know for you sometimes is hard to think positive and I saw that, but you know there are always friends that are willing to make you feel good, to help you or cheer you up when you most need them.
And you know I love you and I also want you the best, babe. I'm always willing to be there for you. I might not be always as we have different time zones, but when we are together talking, I always try my best to cheer you up and try to make you think positive thoughts.
You are not alone, babe, you have people willing to listen to you and cheer you up and also try to help you when you most need them.
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4172586 Believe me when I say this. This past summer I watched as you slowly came out of this same funk, it took a while and sure it was hard. But you over came this and even got yourself a boyfriend.
You have a lot more going for you this time around, so much more to be happy about that this can't get you down. So don't let it, especially when you have so many people you can talk to who care about you.
4173050 okey
4173065 Glad to hear that you'll at least try.