I want to stop being stupid with my money, and save up... But I'm getting nowhere. I keep buying these things that I don't really need to "satisfy" myself, I'm literally that bored where it's endangering my life savings.

I still think about those people that I've hurt in the past, And I feel that's one of the reasons why I'm lonely, and have lack of friends. I don't think I've ever had a genuine friend in the past 5 years, Or even if I'll have one in the future.

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I stopped talking to my friends, Because They either used me for money, or have busy lives now. And plus, Do you know how hard it is to make a friend nowadays? If you have a tiny difference about you, You can forget you met that other person. I feel friendless. I have nobody.

I'm going to be working 6 days a week. 9-10 hours a day. So basically the majority of my life will be at work. Some of my co-workers make me laugh, feel joyful only to get off work, and drive home majorly depressed.

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I'll probably be this way forever.

50-60 hour/week job, Mon-Sat, Computer most of my day, Sleep, then maybe every 2 weeks I go see my parents just to see them age a little bit more throughout the year....Pretty much learning about what it means to be an adult from now on.I can virtually see what it's like to travel. What a love life is like, Watching movies, and playing video games, Tried out college, but failed miserably.

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I want to die. I have no purpose here anymore.

It felt a little weird, Like I shouldn't of been there at all. But I don't care, I still wanted to go see this movie anyways. When I went into the theater there were actually cosplayers of twilight sparkle who were seeing the movie as well. Ehh, there was a few men in the theater room as well, so I didn't feel too out of place. Everyone seemed to go in groups, But I went by myself.

Last month, I was getting 30 hours a week, Which felt great because I had time to do things, and stuff. But my god this time of the year is such a pain in the ass for this company that I'm working at right now because It's rush season. Until March next year, I'll be working the same shifts, So yeah. I am so not use to this shit. I feel like a damn workaholic when I'm not. Plus it's 6 days a week. My weekends are pretty much going to be gone in a flash. The worst part about it is.. Is that I

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TItle says it all, Fuck people. I'm done with everyone who just wants to be a straight up smartass, and a fuckhead to me. Seriously carry the fuck on. Everybody on the internet just wants to be a correct asshole. I'm done. Way to kill my day. Thanks creatures of earth.

I don't know if I should dip out on this dude, or not. He usually calls me up and says "What's up" or something every month or so, But I feel like he just does it because he wants attention or he's got nothing better to do or the fact that I'm not there at his house anymore. You see his friend lives with him in the same room as him, And I used to have to live with him as well in the same bedroom for a month, God, That shit pissed me off so much. I swear sometimes this dude is a narcissist But

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I did a horrible job at work, and they just hired me on, sometimes I just feel like I don't deserve to have a job...