I almost picked up a bottle of pills several times this week... Ive been so depressed and my family isnt making it easier... but then I read a story written by hudsonhawk... I was blown away by the feels, the love, and the awesomeness he poured into it... I finally was able to connect to the internet... I pmed him and asked for help and he not only made me smile... but me called me his little sister... I am currently curled up in a ball, crying cause im so happy... so... yea... thank you...