It was one of the hardest things I had to, but this morning, I sealed a letter with a few words: ''I love you but I can still let you go. I may never be with you, and there will always be a bit of hurt, but maybe one day I'll feel the pain less. I hope wherever you are, your happy and at peace. I hope wherever you are you know that I love you.''
I think one of the suckiest feelings in the world is where you treat her with respect, kindness and you show love to them as a friend....But they reject you.
The, she chooses the bad boy who disrespects her, who flirts with other women, who breaks the rules, and your left in the dust with your arms open letting them in.
And then they make the same choice again. And your like.....
If I was with you. I could make you happy.
The moment I say I have a fictional crush, it automatically makes people think I'm a socially awkward.
No. I'm not.
I have plenty of female friends. I did not develop a crush on a character because I fear rejection/intimacy. No one realizes that THATS why this hurts, it's because I CAN'T be intimate with her. Do you know what I'd do to have this character be real? At least I could ask her out if she was! And sure, YES, this feeling hurts, because like any unrequited crush, it's unattainable.