May
12th
2018
Gah. · 4:10pm May 12th, 2018
The moment I say I have a fictional crush, it automatically makes people think I'm a socially awkward.
No. I'm not.
I have plenty of female friends. I did not develop a crush on a character because I fear rejection/intimacy. No one realizes that THATS why this hurts, it's because I CAN'T be intimate with her. Do you know what I'd do to have this character be real? At least I could ask her out if she was! And sure, YES, this feeling hurts, because like any unrequited crush, it's unattainable.
I just hope my attraction to this character is a sneak peak to the female I'll eventually meet.
Don't we all? 😔