sooo I've kinda left the fandom, but here I am. still getting on fimfic fairly often.
I think I still want to be a part of this fandom, I just sorta overwhelmed myself and burned myself out by trying to see everything good this fandom had to offer and trying to be a big part of it.
I think I do still enjoy the show, if I can keep myself from instantly dismissing it
and I still have ideas that i must write! and when i finally get to writing them they will prolly suck but i'll write them.

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you know how when I changed my name to terein i said i would probably never change my name again
I lied
anyway, i changed my name from terein to september. Maybe it will stick

we’ll it been a while fimfiction hasn’t it
I’ve only been on to see if I had any notifications and try and keep up a few sputtering conversations.
a lot has been going on since i’ve been gone
I’ve finally stopped to convince myself I’m not depressed
today I pushed down my fear and took my first pill, a vomited it back after about an hour
anyways, I know what you’re probably thinking. oh joy, another one. another suicidal person who comes and mopes about all their problems on the internet

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so I was adding some new music to my external music drive that my friend recommended
but then I ran out of space

GUYS WHAT AM I GONNA DO IM OUT OF SPACE JBHLKDSJH GKLJSDHFKJHSDFKB
I do have that other external drive that has about 100 gb of space on it, but that will fill up all to soon and i won't really be able to have it show up in my itunes library...
And there's always spotify I guess

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I thought with my weird name that my parents basically came up with by putting random letters together THAT I WOULDN'T HAVE A HEDGEHOG BUT I DO MY NAME ISN'T EVEN FLIPPIN REAL AND I HAVE A HEDGEHOG
I even found one for my username (which sounds more like a name than my real one), although it looks like sombody just took another drawing and put another name on it but hey...

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I have so many blog posts and stories I need to write (not to mention read)
and I haven't really been working on writing
and I've been totally neglecting weekly contests (and all those other groups I'm an admin of? those exist?)
and I haven't really been responding to pm's (I'm going through them, but if you want me to get back to you sooner then just pm me again)
*sighs heavily*
anyway, ima be doing stuff (hopefully)
and yah, sorry for not being active and stuff

I should probably not drink quite so much water...
*tries to drink less water*
*drinks lots of water anyways*

This one is a lot more sensitive then the one I borrowed from school, so its gonna take some getting used to. I'll do some crappy drawing for anyone that wants some, maybe after I use it for today just surfing the interwebs.

can you? cuz ohmygosh this is cool. I might use it in a story somehow idk its kinda gimmicky. If you can see it, don't tell anyone how you see it

Edit: hopefully this works better than white text

So I've been reading to many Greek mythology (research for that other project of mine) and I got this weird idea in my head

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